First BJ in decennium

One 's situation in spirit can and will change with time. I find myself at one of those turning points. Now, what to make believe of it ?

After a long time in a distressing human relationship, including hatful of paid counselling and some pretty drastic ups and downs, I finally decided that it was n't going to get better. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some joint plus and family issues, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to impress took some time. Fortunately, we are being basically civil about it all. The live two month of my biography, nearly of my discretionary time has been spent sorting out all my shit, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both glad to see it happen.

One side of meat welfare that I 'm going to quest for is broadening my horizons, regarding friendships and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much younger, and lately I 've been getting interested in that approach again. I still have sex sex with womanhood, but I have decided it 's time to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure how to move, but I 'll certainly be keeping my optic open.

I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending meter with champion and fellowship, but that old intimate itch is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm curious, since I 've had fun with Male before. Sir Thomas More like wondering if I still like it.

My history is getting with a few guy rope for jerkoffs, handjobs and blowjob. We had sight of fun, getting naked and playing with ourselves and each other. I remember how it felt to count down and see a man on my severely hammer, and how it felt to demand a heavy cock in my own mouth. I 've got a pretty big mouth and I could get a 6 '' shaft all the way in, without gagging. My Charles Herbert Best sucking pal was about 5.5 '' long, moderate thickness and cut, and he had a very attractive, sexy cock. I loved licking and kissing his egg, then working my way up his dig until I opened up and took him into my mouth. Just thinking of it now gives me an erection. He had trouble getting much of my 7+ '' hammer in his backtalk, but he did a fine job on me nonetheless. We would go down on each other, but he did n't like taking it in our mouths, so we would finish off with a hired hand job.

I also got with a guy who was my size of it. Maybe a little shorter, maybe a trivial thicker. But he had a very aphrodisiac stopcock and nice hanging balls. ( I love playing with ballock, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the former guy had to work at taking in a big tool, but once I learned to relax, it was amazing fun. I especially recollect how it looked up close before I went down on him, that big cut turncock head ... hot. We took crook on each other and tried different military position, and I loved them all. When it was time to finish him off, I got between his human knee and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of clapper action, until I would feel him throb and let relax a cargo of creamy jism in my mouth. I did n't worry for the taste, but the act was a real turn on.

* * * 1 month Later * * *

well, I 'm in my own place now. It 's nice not having to last the mumbling and tense discussions. And it 's quiet - unless I have some Genesis or Twisted Sister on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the shades and taking out my putz, whenever I want. When it 's affectionate, I get totally naked and stroke myself. The low metre I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the floor. It was worth the hassle to pick it up.

I have started joining in some local anaesthetic activities, to thrive my roach of friends. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from folks, but the society is gracious. I wo n't abnegate I 'm keeping my eyes open for opportunities.

I have a small numeral of friends that have been that for some old age. None of them were candidates for FWB. A brace of them mentioned getting hit on and having to outstrip themselves, as they were n't interested. Another was the type that was quite protective of his masculinity. Another was outright disgusted by the musical theme of M-M sex. No opportunity there.

I invited Tim, the masculine fellow, over for some dinner party and confabulation. I grilled a couplet of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was perfect and the bug had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his married woman 's recent visit to her youngster, and I was telling him that I was surprised how well I got on with living alone. He sort of surprise me with a remark : `` When I was dwelling alone, I wished I had a friend there. And it gave me a luck to think about being alone, and kinda about intimacy. You know, I can see multitude of the Same sex developing a sexual family relationship. ``

I thought for a mo, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``

'' I do n't think so, but the estimation certainly does n't disgust me. ``

'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with son, and remember it being a lot of fun. Then girls came along. ''

Now he said something I did n't look. `` I 've had similar experiences, and I 'm beginning to think I might go there again. half curiosity, half excitement. ``

The glob was in my court now. I thought for a few seconds, looked him in the eye, and said `` So have I. In fact, I 've gotten to the compass point where I think I 'm ready to search. ``

Tim said, `` Maybe we should research that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd screw to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll have to teach me, there are things I have n't done before. '' My response was, `` We 'll go retard. Remember, it 's been a long time for me too. I might not wish it as much. ``

Without anything said, we picked up our plates and put them by the sinkhole. I made a gesture toward the living room, and as he passed I put my hired man on his berm. I left it there as we walked to the couch. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``

I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to move one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the former down towards his pelvis. He hugged tighter, and now I could feel a gawk in his pants. It was happening to me, too. It felt so squeamish to be touching another person !

I broke the embrace but kept my branch on his shoulders, and asked, `` What are you most rum about ? ''

'' My first interrogative was whether I 'd wish just touching a man. Got that answered, it was courteous. ``

'' I was surprised how nice it felt. How about touching skin ? '' I reached for his shirt buttons and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the weak tomentum on his thorax. It was having an core on me and I said so. `` I do n't have intercourse a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius gibbosity in my boxershorts. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his privates and slid my script across, and there it was, a hard lump pointing to the slope. I ran my handwriting over it, and Tim closed his eyes and moaned.

After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my t-shirt up and over my headway. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, a good deal better without dress. '' We rubbed across each other, then I moved in finisher so my leg was between his. This pressed our dick swelling against each other. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's lose these clothes. '' I stepped back and took off my pants, underclothes and socks ; my tool was almost fully erect. He did the like, and his very handsome extremity was now in field lot. His tool was just perfect, a handsome six incher. We just stood still and looked at each other. My eyes were going up and down his trim torso and looking at his putz, which finished growing.

I pressed his shoulders and he sat down on the couch. I spread his legs and reached for his cock with one helping hand and his orb with the other, then started stroking and fondling. With one throb, he was fully erect in my helping hand. And my cock was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a minute stroking each other.

As in effect as that felt, I was fix for more. But I wanted to stool sure he was too, so I asked, `` Are you practiced, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``

'' More than working, it feels sooo good. '' A throb from his peter punctuated the compass point. I was still stroking him and he could feel a throb from my organ too.

I looked at him and asked, `` Can I take this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my stifle in front of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to feel a man in my mouth for the first time in X. I was so hard and my pecker was pointing up. I moved my hand down to his base then studied his cock for a present moment. It was hot, with venous blood vessel running up and down it, and a large point. And his balls were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my backtalk to his asshole. I kissed it, then began to lick all around. I really, really wanted this organ in my mouthpiece. So I opened my mouth and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My mouth was being filled by his hard cock and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.

I pulled off his shaft and asked him, `` Are you fix to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed flavor and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the couch following to him, and he got down on his knee joint. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``

I answered, `` Just go slow, and try to go on your teeth off it. '' He stroked me then brought his face down and took in my cockhead. It was so sexy seeing soul 's oral fissure on my cock, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could feel his wet mouthpiece and it was amazing, so wet and warm.

Tim did a good job with his teeth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really horny because I was set to cum. But I took my mind off it so I 'd live a while. Eventually I needed outlet, and told him I was ready ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me have it, I 'm ready. In my mouth ! '' With that, he went back on me and slid on and off. I lost it. With a grunt and a thrust at his face, I came and pumped his verbalize wide of my seeded player. So good, so uh, uh ...

Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his mouth. Not a cliff escaped, soon I saw him unsay. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. Well that wo n't do. I gently pulled his head off me and my cock flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to acquire his hard cock back in my rima oris. I went right to work on him, and he started a pumping move into my rima oris. He was fucking my face and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took keep of my headland and buried his cock in my mouth. I felt him pounding, then felt my rima oris filling with jism. Damn he had a lot ! I swallowed a couple of times, then let the rest fill my mouth while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a minute, I swallowed the residue, licked off his dick and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.

After a mo, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``

'' That and more. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to take hold my deflating hammer and I did the Saami with his.

'' Me too. And maybe some other poppycock. I want to frot too, cumming on each former 's pecker. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just consummate for my sass. ``

Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How long is that thing ? ``

'' Seven inches. diddlyshit man, you had almost all of it in your sass ! ``

'' I 'll induce to recitation. volition you help ? ``

'' sure enough matter ! ``

Then he thought a instant and said, `` The wierd thing is, I do n't experience like any to a lesser extent a man. And I still love puss. That 's a pleasant surprise. ``

* * * The succeeding day * * *

I woke up with a smile on my face. Last night, Tim hung out for a bit then went home, but we were both grievous about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking business concern and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about last night was making me operose again. I think I 'll remember Tim 's oral cavity on me and rub one out. unspoiled way to start the day .