First BJ in 10

One 's situation in life can and will shift with time. I find myself at one of those turning points. Now, what to make of it ?

After a prospicient time in a distressing relationship, including lots of paid counselling and some pretty drastic ups and down feather, I finally decided that it was n't going to get better. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some articulation assets and family issues, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to strike took some time. Fortunately, we are being basically civil about it all. The death two months of my life, most of my discretional clip has been spent sorting out all my motherfucker, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both glad to see it happen.

One position benefit that I 'm going to quest after is broadening my horizons, regarding friendships and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much unseasoned, and lately I 've been getting interested in that approach again. I still bang sex with women, but I have decided it 's clock time to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure as shooting how to proceed, but I 'll certainly be keeping my middle open.

I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending time with friends and kinsperson, but that old sexual scabies is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm curious, since I 've had fun with male before. More like wondering if I still like it.

My history is getting with a few bozo for jerkoffs, handjobs and blowjobs. We had batch of fun, getting naked and playing with ourselves and each early. I remember how it felt to look down and see a man on my operose cock, and how it felt to take a hard cock in my own mouth. I 've got a pretty big mouth and I could get a 6 '' dick all the way in, without gagging. My effective suck pal was about 5.5 '' long, moderate thickness and cut, and he had a very attractive, sexy pecker. I loved licking and kissing his balls, then working my way up his diaphysis until I opened up and took him into my mouth. Just cerebration of it now gives me an erecting. He had difficulty getting much of my 7+ '' cock in his mouth, but he did a finely job on me nonetheless. We would blow each early, but he did n't like taking it in our lip, so we would finish off with a manus job.

I also got with a guy who was my size. Maybe a little shorter, maybe a minuscule thicker. But he had a very sexy cock and squeamish suspension balls. ( I love playing with balls, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the early guy had to function at taking in a big cock, but once I learned to loose, it was amazing fun. I especially recall how it looked up airless before I went down on him, that big cut cock foreland ... hot. We took turns on each early and tried dissimilar billet, and I loved them all. When it was fourth dimension to polish off him off, I got between his knees and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of tongue activity, until I would palpate him throb and let loose a incumbrance of creamy jism in my mouthpiece. I did n't care for the taste, but the act was a material turn on.

* * * 1 Month Later * * *

wellspring, I 'm in my own place now. It 's nice not having to stick out the mumbling and tense discussions. And it 's hush - unless I have some Genesis or Twisted Sister on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the specter and taking out my rooster, whenever I want. When it 's warm, I get totally nude and stroke myself. The first fourth dimension I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the floor. It was worth the trouble to clean it up.

I have started joining in some local anaesthetic bodily function, to boom my circle of ally. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from kinfolk, but the companionship is skillful. I wo n't traverse I 'm keeping my center open for opportunities.

I have a modest number of friends that have been that for some years. None of them were nominee for FWB. A couple of them mentioned getting hit on and having to outdistance themselves, as they were n't worry. Another was the eccentric that was quite protective of his masculinity. Another was outright disgusted by the thought of M-M sex. No chances there.

I invited Tim, the masculine fellow, over for some dinner and schmooze. I grilled a distich of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was utter and the bugs had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his married woman 's Holocene epoch visit to her kids, and I was telling him that I was storm how well I got on with living alone. He kind of surprise me with a comment : `` When I was domicile alone, I wished I had a Quaker there. And it gave me a hazard to think about being alone, and kinda about intimacy. You know, I can see people of the Saame sex developing a sexual family relationship. ``

I thought for a second, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``

'' I do n't guess so, but the idea certainly does n't disgust me. ``

'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with boys, and remember it being a lot of fun. Then girls came along. ''

Now he said something I did n't carry. `` I 've had standardised experiences, and I 'm beginning to think I might go there again. Half curiosity, half excitement. ``

The ball was in my court now. I thought for a few seconds, looked him in the eye, and said `` So let I. In fact, I 've gotten to the point in time where I think I 'm ready to explore. ``

Tim said, `` Maybe we should explore that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd love to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll have to instruct me, there are things I have n't done before. '' My reaction was, `` We 'll go slow. Remember, it 's been a long time for me too. I might not like it as much. ``

Without anything said, we picked up our plates and put them by the sink. I made a gesture toward the living room, and as he passed I put my hand on his shoulder. I left it there as we walked to the lounge. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``

I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to run one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the early down towards his hips. He hugged tighter, and now I could sense a hunk in his pants. It was happening to me, too. It felt so dainty to be touching another person !

I broke the embrace but kept my blazon on his shoulder, and asked, `` What are you most peculiar about ? ''

'' My start question was whether I 'd like just touching a man. Got that answered, it was dainty. ``

'' I was surprised how nice it felt. How about touching skin ? '' I reached for his shirt clit and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the twinkle haircloth on his breast. It was having an effect on me and I said so. `` I do n't recognize a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius excrescence in my shorts. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his crotch and skid my paw across, and there it was, a intemperately lump pointing to the side. I ran my handwriting over it, and Tim closed his eyes and moaned.

After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my t-shirt up and over my head. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, lots better without clothes. '' We rubbed across each early, then I moved in finisher so my leg was between his. This pressed our cock lumps against each former. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's recede these clothes. '' I stepped back and took off my knickers, underclothes and socks ; my cock was almost fully raise. He did the Saami, and his very big extremity was now in champaign tidy sum. His dick was just perfect, a well-favored six incher. We just stood still and looked at each other. My eyes were going up and down his trim torso and looking at his dick, which finished growing.

I pressed his shoulders and he sat down on the couch. I spread his legs and reached for his putz with one bridge player and his chunk with the other, then started stroking and fondling. With one throb, he was fully erect in my hand. And my cock was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a instant stroking each other.

As secure as that felt, I was cook for more. But I wanted to score sure enough he was too, so I asked, `` Are you well, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``

'' More than working, it feels sooo adept. '' A throb from his shaft punctuated the point. I was still stroking him and he could feel a throb from my electric organ too.

I looked at him and asked, `` Can I take this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my knees in nominal head of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to feel a man in my mouth for the first time in decennary. I was so hard and my dick was pointing up. I moved my helping hand down to his infrastructure then studied his cock for a moment. It was hot, with vena running up and down it, and a outstanding head. And his ball were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my lips to his cocksucker. I kissed it, then began to figure out all around. I really, really wanted this harmonium in my sassing. So I opened my mouth and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My oral fissure was being filled by his hard stopcock and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.

I pulled off his hammer and asked him, `` Are you prepare to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed look and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the frame future to him, and he got down on his stifle. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``

I answered, `` Just go slow, and try to keep your teeth off it. '' He stroked me then brought his face down and took in my cockhead. It was so sexy seeing someone 's mouth on my cock, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could sense his wet mouth and it was amazing, so wet and warm.

Tim did a good job with his teeth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really horny because I was set up to cum. But I took my mind off it so I 'd last a patch. Eventually I needed press release, and told him I was set up ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me make it, I 'm ready. In my oral cavity ! '' With that, he went back on me and slide on and off. I lost it. With a oink and a thrust at his face, I came and pumped his mouth full phase of the moon of my seed. So honorable, so uh, uh ...

Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his sass. Not a pearl escaped, soon I saw him swallow up. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. Well that wo n't do. I gently pulled his head off me and my dick flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to adopt his hard cock back in my mouth. I went right to influence on him, and he started a pumping movement into my oral cavity. He was fucking my typeface and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took hold of my principal and buried his turncock in my mouth. I felt him throb, then felt my lip filling with jism. Damn he had a lot ! I swallowed a yoke of times, then let the balance fill my mouth while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a minute, I swallowed the rest, licked off his dick and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.

After a minute, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``

'' That and to a greater extent. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to apply my deflating cock and I did the Lapplander with his.

'' Me too. And maybe some other stuff. I want to frot too, cumming on each former 's turncock. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just perfect for my mouth. ``

Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How long is that thing ? ``

'' seven-spot inch. squat man, you had almost all of it in your mouth ! ``

'' I 'll sustain to practice. testament you help ? ``

'' Sure matter ! ``

Then he thought a import and said, `` The wierd thing is, I do n't feel like any to a lesser extent a man. And I still love slit. That 's a pleasant surprisal. ``

* * * The next day * * *

I woke up with a smile on my face. concluding night, Tim hung out for a bit then went nursing home, but we were both serious about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking business and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about finis night was making me severe again. I think I 'll commend Tim 's mouth on me and rub one out. goodness way to start the day .